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Quotesthey called me tragedy, "only ever loved the liquid in the can."  they called me ecstasy, "your every wish is his command."   
they called me responsible, "he always does everything he must."  
they called me invincible, "well he only breaks when given trust."   
they called me beautiful, "now if only he could learn to love his self."  they called me unreachable, "his hearts so high up on that shelf."   
they called me intelligent, "always so quick with a response."  they called me lovable, "giving everyone exactly what they want."   
they called me wonderful, "oh- all the creative t Quotes
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former monickeroh the shame and the weight of that name you now call her.  the cheap tasteless ring of that now former monicker.  
you once called her lover, when you layed in the sun.  but now all the sunlight has shined and so it is done.  
you can say you still call her friend, but its just not the same.  
theres not any proper title now for that woman you blame.  under your breath the word seeths with disdain.  
where there once was just love now there is pain.  
 
well, it would be easier to call her nothing at all.  its a long way down when the sky starts to fall.  try as you might you just cant f former monicker
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love story untitledIve been spending my nights, reading your favorite fairy tales.  ive been turning those old pages, to see if its love that prevails.  
i am reading with interest, as the plot line is bending.  
ive found nothing so far, in terms of a happy ending.   
ive been spending my nights, watching your favorite movies.  
gasping and some times crying at the parts that most move me.  i am watching with disgust, as it comes to the part-  where the villain i hated, takes hold of your heart.   
ive been spending my nights, listening to your favorite songs.  sorting them in no particular order, besides love story untitled
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emptytheres just no taste as satisfying as no taste at all.  no number low enough to make me feel small.  there is no mirror kind enough to reflect what i want.  no person with love enough to stop this slow taunt.  
ive never felt better in feeling so goddamn sick.  
never been so good at falling for my own trick.  
 
im enthralled by the presence of every visible bone.  they keep me company so i dont have to feel so alone.  
i keep thinking that maybe this is how to get them all back.  all the lovers who left me and took the weight i now lack.  
dont be concerned if i start to tremble, its on empty
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=Pola-444 Aug 4, 2009, 12:10:37 AM
you haven't posted in a while. I miss your writing. I hope things are going okay in your world.. :hug:

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I love fully and completely, even though I know I may get hurt. It's how I live.
=TimetravelerJoe made my lovely avatar!
Clubs: =RawEm0tion =sunsets *GLBT-Pride-Club
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Mood: Affection ~DrOwNeD-iN-sIlEnCe Mar 13, 2008, 7:52:03 AM
That's so good to hear! I haven't talked to you for so long, but I know you've been struggling. & You sound like you're just getting on your feet.

Cosmetology!!! Awesome=) That's perfect for you, you're so friggin artistic! So good luck w/ that:heart: I hope you'll keep in touch =)
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~DrOwNeD-iN-sIlEnCe Mar 12, 2008, 6:30:41 PM
That's so funny! after I left you that message, I went through to try and read a bunch of your work, but you had two whole pages of new stuff since the last time I had been to your page (Dead People Prom)! I had to take a break after I got through a whole page's worth of peeking around, and now you're adding more! but I'm deptermined to look through all of them, cuz it's always worth it in the end=)


So, how've you been???
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Mood: Regretful ~DrOwNeD-iN-sIlEnCe Mar 10, 2008, 1:14:04 PM
Dude, guess what! I'm like, a total idiot! =P I thought I was already watching you, and was wondering why you weren't posting anything...

whoops...

Anyways, haven't said hi in a while.
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~unconsequential Nov 14, 2007, 9:43:06 PM
i apologize but i must watch you, i would like to read more of your wonderful writings
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~starlitxdisaster Aug 29, 2007, 11:03:18 PM
so pretty much your writing is still fantastic...even if it's just writing. it's always heartwrenching to read...i love it.

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& i just want to see the words form on your lips and fall from your mouth.
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~worthlessbitch216 Jul 27, 2007, 6:16:27 AM
yup sure np it was awsome :D
so i couldnt help but add it to my favs
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